Conflicting Emotions
As I prepare to leave work tomorrow to make the grueling drive from DC to Ft. Lauderdale and back in 2.5 days time, I’m going through a wringer of emotions. On the one hand, I have that “new boat” shine in my eyes and sense of elation and high expectations. Considering all of our work hinges on a functional reliable boat, that’s a huge shine I’ve got! This boat could be the turning point for us. On the other hand, the memories of our experience with the last boat creep into my consciousness. I remember the same elated feeling and optimism at the trips to come on it. Well, let me count how few there were in the last year and a half of ownership, not to mention the pouring of personal funds into the maintenance, repairs, and slip. All for naught. I feel like I’ve just dumped thousands of dollars into the Bay and have nothing to show for it. This is very scary. And here I go jumping off the diving board again and hoping for the best. Please please let this one be *the one* this time! I can’t take anymore of this! I know there is a certain down side to boat ownership, but in our case it’s a necessary evil, but I don’t think it should be as evil as it has been. We’re taking Monday off to go out and clean the decks, exterior, and seal the roof once I get back with the banana boat (ha! I’ll look like ketchup and mustard driving up I-95 with my bright red Jeep and bright yellow boat). I don’t think I’ll stop freaking out until that trip ends successfully. Wish me luck!